you should do prepper stuff! but don't take advice from me, for I'm paranoid as well

@pirahxcx I'm giving it some thought for sure. I just don't wanna give into those urges too much just yet but we'll see how things go from here

I don't think I have any problem to talk about anything related to sex, but I don't talk about fetish because simply I'm vanilla as fuck haha, but if you feel like you want to practice being more open about stuff you want to be, you can start a hidden project for it, and when you are comfortable you reveal it selectively to people you know?

Just now before reading your blog I have read this one https://stone-road.org/demos/fetish/fetish

@pirahxcx I've tried just doing shit like that for myself but I just can't do it idk how to explain it. It just feels weird and I can't take it seriously enough to actually finish anything. I think I'm just too self-hating and uncertain of myself to do it confidently or in a way that actually expresses anything for now. It feels like I'm wasting my time if I write something and don't share it too

@pirahxcx the blog post you sent here is interesting and I enjoyed reading it too